| I Havent Posted Anything In Over Two Months..So I Guess Now That I'm Bored & Have NOTHING To Do Is The Best Time To Update..My Summer Has Been Going Good. I Was Going To Ruiz Elementary To Do Communty Service..In Two Weeks Mon-Thurs I Put In 50 Hours...=D Shit Yeah..200 More To Go... =\ lol But Yeah...Things With Me & Ricky Are Going Pretty Good...As Each Day Passes..I Love Him More & More.. =P All Corney..But Yeah...Ummm What Else Have I Been Up To..Oh Yeah Well Working Out...& Dieting..='[ I Hate That Shit...But I Have To Do It lol Grr I Dont Know What Else To Type About So I Guess I'll Go...See Ya Guys Laterz!
Victoria R.
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| Okay so today wasnt that good...it started off by waking up at FIVE in the morning to get
stuff ready for rickys surprise thing i had planned. I didnt mind. It started going downhill when i forgot one of the things i was supposed to give him. it got worse when we were hauling ass to rickys truck and...BAM! we bumped into him in the hall...he didnt see the present but he saw the big black bags with balloons in it...i grabbed his keys and went to his truck...lol we filled the entire backseat with balloons...& in the passenger seat i put his present..which had a big superman balloon tied to it..& other random ones lol. The whole day was just there...UNTIL! Ricky found out he wasnt going to be here for my birthday...or the day after that. that bummed me the fuck out. I wasnt even looking forward to my birthday to begin with & then i find out hes not going to be here...That made me sad and it made me cry...alot...not just cuz of him right...its just the first year without my grandma...& its really hard...Ughhh i hate this...i just want that day to pass already.
I Feel like i'm overreacting...
Victoria R. |
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| So everything has been going okay. I THINK i'm passing all my classes.
I havent been in xanga for a while. Things are going really good for me from school to family & ricky  Yes. Vicky is in love..Well...Like...But Like as in Really Really close to Love. I dont know i've been thinking about that lately..I MIGHT love him. but i think its too soon. so thats why i'm confused..I mean i have NO problem loving him. its just that it might be too soon to actually say..oh yeah "I Love You" Know what I mean..??...gosh sometimes i feel like i'm talking to myself 
I hope everyone has been doing Okay. hmm i dont really know what to write about anymore so vicky is going to go now..
Victoria R.
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| Spring break has been really boring. Saturday we all went down to the lake just to hang out. It was fun just getting out of the house. We all got all wet & had little battles lol it was okay. The car ride home with jaime, anthony, & jess was super duper funny...hahaha Never forgetting that. I drove for a while at the lake too..it was fun..I almost killed elicia, michael, & jess though, but other than the first curve thing i drove pretty good. The rest of my spring break has been really boring.
Yesterday though, Ricky came over and just "chilled" with me. It was nice to just be there with him. I miss him like tons...which is really..wierd...i'm just gonna promise myself that i wont depend on him like i depended on the last asshole. i shall remain independant although i have a boyfriend. nothing shall change..& NO ONE will control my life lol..okay. well idont know what else to update about so i'm gonna go now i'm bored. so yeah
Victoria R.  |
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